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The Things we Loved

Dear Mike, I'm having a hard time processing that you are gone, I think about you, and this lump just suddenly appears in my throat. I try to swallow it down because I hate to cry, which is silly right? Death is painful.Death is so final.  when someone is alive you almost take it for granted, like oh I could make things right with them any day, or I could see them around again and talk to them if I wanted to. When someone dies you can't. You only get a grave if you're lucky, and memories if you're not. You get to pray to them, or talk to them and hope they know how much they were loved. I loved you and now you are gone, and that is hard for me to grasp, and while I didn't think we would get this kind of news so soon, I had a feeling that if you didn't change your path in life would only be a matter of time. That's another reason it was such a hard thing to hear, because I wanted you to be okay, to get your life in check, Mark and I honored you y...